I said I would post why Wednesday stinks. But back to it, it seems to me a personal matter again. So you will not be seeing it here.
I hope all goes well next Tuesday. I am hoping to go to Min Hui's hse.
My Primary sch GREAT pal.
Hope to change the template, song at her hse with her help.
Gonna change the tunes to "Always be my baby" but sang by David Cook. The Newly Crowned Idol!!! YEESSSS! Both David A and Cook are good. But I like the way David Cook sang Always be My Baby. It was like a lot od soul inside it. Not to get carried away describing it but really. It has some sort of magic in it that makes me so relaxing when listening to it. Which is what I am doing right now.He would make a good rocker. And David A would be good at singing songs like Tears in Heaven. I really like that song. It's by Eric Clapton. The lyrics are very smooth-going and somehow soothing.So sentimental. There are tons of things I wanna say. For a start... My results. To me, it is kind of... I dunno... like SHOCKING.My results are as below...
(1st Sem. Assesment)
Subject Combined Grade
English Language B3
Chinese A1
Mathematics C6
Science B4
Geography C5
E.Literature A1
Home.Econs B4
Visual Arts C5
Music A
Class Position:Doesn't wan to say(It's this bad! How worse can it get?)
Let me say something that I m not supposed to. For the C.S Project, one scene was cut out by my leader. And that scene was important!!! And it was cut out when he added in text... after school without consulting any of our group members. Swell!!! A great leader if u ask me. A good example.Doing stuff without consulting us first. And we could not add it back in as other classes were using the room after school. So that juz led us to one thing: Doomsday on the presentation day.
Another jaw-dropping one is my English. Really, it is actually 65. I didn't know it would be this bad. Not THIS BAD. Think about it. My first half year and it is 65 and ... OMG ! It might just drop even more at the end of the year. And... And ... I can't get promoted right? Wait, ?I think I m right. That's it. I got a new goal now. Apart from me trying to achieve SELF-Actualization after seeing it in one of my books.I have to get myself into 85% study mood( Not 100%, dun wanna be a robot) 15% for playing seems enough for me. Considering it is ME , I am toking about.
Plans For English
Try to expand Vocab by reading more books.
Do the Reading Log thing to 6 words a day.( The one Mr.Low got us to do which is quite handy. Remembering the words is easier as I read it everyday and recite it everyday)
Do more self revision on the study of this language.
Check with the Thersarus for more APP words next time.
And about this " Self-Actualization" thing.To achieve it-
Acceptance,peace,contenment,purposefulness,fufilment,health,happiness and joy
One must practise compassion,love,charity,warmth,forgiveness,friendship,kindnessgratitude
and trust.
Which is what I m so gonna do. I was studying this thing when I came up with this pyramid with
it with help from my Dad
The bottom is Basic Needs
Second level from bottom is security
Third level from bottom is something I have forgotten
Last , is Self-Actualization which is the hardest to acheive.
It also struck me how trust is so important.Trust. The basic thing for things to work out. In a
agreement u need to trust the other party with the job u give him.Trust him with the
responsibilty and that he or she will do it well.Sort if enTRUST. In a relationship also so you dun
let ur imagination run wild. Trust,Trust,Trust is something I find hard to give sometimes.Things
can get so blurry and complicated.I find it hard to trust and difficult to. I think to myself " I
should have never trusted __________! It was a silly and foolish mistake. Then I look back
and say to myself" I am one big fool ! Where are my brains!"
(This is something I went through)
I gotta stop here,
Dorothy
