Went to school at 7am.
Had SC meeting at 8am.
Boring all the way.
After the meeting, I went to the Canteen and saw...
Rebecca,Haikal,Vanessa and Rose there.
I stayed there for a while and chat.
We gossiped among ourselves.
And scolded Haikal "Gong-gong"
Which he really is.
And now, I know a new juicy gossip.
I was quite shocked when I heard it.
Now chatting with Vanessa
She's interesting and fun.
She tells me nice thing that I love to hear.
In conclusion,
Rebecca,Rose,Me,Vanessa now all know that
Haikal is too shy to be true and is slightly henpecked.
Hahax.
Joking. Don't take it to heart,Haikal. (:
I think Rebecca is slightly shy at times too.
Depends on what time though.

Labels: Hot-headed,Volcanoes

Just finished reading "Belonging" by Sameem Ali.
I borrowed it from Steph to read and use for my Book Review.
It's a nice book.

Went to Xingnan yesterday to give talk.
We went there in Mr Samuel's car.
It has a lot of "polka dots" on the outside.
Dots are in (:
Saw a lot of people.
I saw the P6 boy from 6A that has the dog and,
once even wanted the dog to bite me when I was under the block.
That's how I knew him.
The dog didn't bite me in the end.
Dogs have brains too.
I screwed up in the 1st few parts.
Was really embarrassed.
I must have turned tomato red.
I could feel it.
Mr Michael Chua said I did well.
Made me feel not that bad after all. (:
I am bored at home,
but gossiping is not boring.
The thing we are talking about now is definitely,
NOT BORING.
Chatting with SiMin is also not boring.
It's quite exciting.
We talk about a lot of things.
With a phone in the holidays,
nothing is ever boring.

Labels: Time flies even when you are not having fun.

The Timeline of Memories.

Chatting with Si Tian now.
Going to miss her in 2H.
The times when I would change places with Jasmine to chat with her,
during Exam period.
So fun.
Meeting her at GP at 12pm or so later.
Have to go back for Maths.
1-3 pm.
sian.
Going to eat and prepare le.
Wearing house tee.
Mr Lee havet reply my SMS yet.
sian again.

Labels: The timeline of memories.

THANKS (:

Thanks again for all the well-wishes.
Will never forget your care for me.
I know who is true to me.
I can tell who is a wolf in a sheep's clothing.
Thank you Yan Jun and Su Hui.
Adding to the list (:
Fantastic friends you are.
Life has changes and we move on.
Plans will always change.
Nothing is forever.
2H is also just a minor change.
I will cherish this chance.
It's a once in a lifetime.
Hard to come by, so I will grab it and hug it tightly.
Never going to loosen my grasp on it.
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Chatting with Royston on MSN now.
He has a really glib and sweet tongue.
What a nice boy.
So mischievous and playful (:
Was suppose to sum-up my script.
But I do until I bored and neck-pain
So chat with him.
Decided to do it tomorrow morning.
(:

Labels: My neck is still in pain. Unbelievable

Cut it out

Thanks for all the well-wishes.
From Janice,Steph and Kwang Hwee on my tagboard.
Those that wish me the best face-to-face, I thank you too.
It's doesn't mean you wish me the best, then you mean it.
But, I appreciate it all the same.
I can sense if you really mean it.
I have eyes... I am not blind
I know some of you can't wait for me to get out.
And guess what?
Me too.
I know who is really good to me from the heart,
and who is not.
When you don't have the picture for Art,
then you people come up to take my Cleo magazine to rip out pictures.
I keep quiet.
Don't take my bearing it all for granted.
I'm leaving so I keep quiet.
If I stay there for another year and you people carry on with it,
I definitely make noise.
I will make a lot of noise, I assure you.
I am fine with some of you that take it,
because I know you are really friends.
But those that just look for me when you need things,
just stop it.
Your pretending actions disgust me inside out.
I hope you will stop hurting people.
If you suffer from a sad disease that makes you hurt people as you can't help it.
I suggest you iron your foul mouth of yours shut to prevent anymore sadness from filling others life.
You don't know how much people hurt inside,
you just enjoy putting people down.
Wait till people put you down.
You just need a taste of your own medicine.
Maybe it will cure you completely.
But I doubt it.
You will need a few doses of it since your case is so serious.
I am not the only one complaining.
There are others too.
But they just keep quiet because they think of your feelings.
But, guess what?
I don't, cause you don't deserve my consideration.
You know who you are.
I just don't want to say your name out loud.
I am not "worthy enough" to mention your name.
That makes people tremble at the sound of it.
For the wrong reasons.
I am sorry if this hurts you.
But I just can't take it anymore.
Enough is Enough.
So, just stop it.
Before you yourself get hurt.

Labels: Words can hurt, it's just that you don't know.

About Birthdays...

I heard that 6G'07 is having a gathering at Snow City.
Radiance and Alicia are going to the Zoo as they have free tickets.
Alicia invited me to a mini-BBQ she has at her Dad place.
It's on 3th of November.
The Zoo trip is this coming Monday.
I don't know when's the Snow City thing is.
I don't give damn care about it too.
My control freak parents like to control everything.
Well ,thank you for planning my life all so "well".
I really " appreciate" your fabulous plan for my life.
Fabulous to you, not me.
It's what you like, not what I like.
I quit SC, then you not happy.
So what?
It's my life, not yours.
Doesn't mean you are my parents then it gives you the right,
to start to control freak me too.
I cannot go for the Zoo thing as they have this stupid nature walk thing.
Which I don't even give a bloody twinkle toots about it.
Wake me up early in the break of dawn just to go feed me to the mosquitos.
A rather nice plan you have there.
I cannot go to the BBQ thing as they say it's my birthday on that day,
and I should celebrate it with my family.
Family, Family,Family, is all they care about.
I do care, all right.
I have nothing against family.
But they don't give me enough time with my private life.
I don't even know why they have to make such a big HOO-HAA about it.
It's just a birthday, no big deal.
Esp when it's my birthday.
I am starting to hate my birthday in fact,
just after I am starting to hate my stupid name.
I am so going to change my name when I grow up.
NO MORE NO NAME-CALLING THEN.
I hate my birthday.
I hate the entire thing.
I just want to stay at home, sleep, eat a nice meal.
That's my ideal birthday plan.
I don't feel like going to the stupid club to play pool or anything.
I doubt I can go to the Snow City.
They will most likely lock me up at home.
Which is what they are doing now.
I thank them for the "wonderful" plans they have for me.
Which I like to plan my life myself.
I don't intend to get myself a life planner consultant.
And esp not them.
So just cut it out.
This whole fakeness thing.
Pretending to care when you don't.
Putting pressure on me all the time.

Labels: Don't make me take the plunge in front of you.

Confirmation is a big thing.

It's confirmed.
I am indeed going to 2H.
Actually, My Lee didn't really mentioned about this matter...
untill I asked.
I was like, totally nervous,
"Am I still going to 2H?"
And he was "Yes"
Well, for all you know,
they might call me up in the holidays and go,
" Oh, you are not going to 2H anymore."
I pray that wouldn't happen.
My results were okay.
Went up one position,
now it's 5/39.
Quite happy.
A year in 1G will be something I will never forget.
A not-that-good year, that is.
But there were good times too,
and I will never ever forget it.

Labels: Nothing endures but change.

Thanks for all your well wishes.
May not go to 2H for all you know, as we still need's Mrs Chow's approval,
even if we say we want to.
Will miss the girls,
esp Steph,Si Tian,Amanda,Xing Yi.
Forever friends :D
Friendship never dies.
I think Rahmat needs the chance more than me though.
I want to break free from 1G/2G,
and the name-calling there.
But I think that Rahmat sorts-of deserve it more than me.
I'm torn between two choices.
I pray to God to let me make the right choices next year,
for wisdom to get better results and carry on,
the strength and courage to go on to another new class.
and support to let me get through this time.
"Thy word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path"
Psalm 119:105
Please guide me through this rough time.
Thanks :D
I am stuck now.
I will make a commitment to improve my maths so I can take A.Maths.
No JC will want me if i don't have A.Maths.
I am done with the given Chemistry homework.
Not going to let my guard down.

Labels: I aint' stopping here.

Wish Come True

Totally happy now.
Out of 5 students in the class,
to go to 2H,
I am one of THEM
Although it is not confirmed who is really going over,
but I really wish to go over.
So, if Mrs Betty Chow is reading this...
you know what to do...
:D
Over the Moon best describes the emotion I am having now,
no more name calling- Aunty Dorothy and recently being upgrade to Grandma Dorothy,
what more could I ask for?
Breaking away from 1G is the best thing that has ever happened
to me ever since I came to Westwood.
I can finally look forward to life now.
This is my only chance.
My Chance to start anew and afresh,
a chance to start as a whole new person,
without the dreaded 1G in the story of
A NEW FUTURE.
for me
Nothing could ever express my thanks to the teachers for giving me this wonderful chance.
Thank You

Labels: And I won't be missing you one bit. Sorry about that,though.

Totally in great stress now.
My neck is so STIFF and PAIN.
Wrote Script for Student Council publicity talk at XNPS.
Don't even know why I am doing this.
Already said don't want to be an SC.
Lena today at the meeting, she sat beside me,
She ask me don't quit SC.
I was like " Aiyo, I have't even quit yet then you miss me? "
Was totally LOLX
Then I was like" Okay... for your sake,
anyways, nothing is better than starting off the day with morning duty with you."
:D
SC is really tiring and stressful.
I am only nominee now and it scares the living daylights out of me :x
Wonder what it will be like if I really am.
*Trying not to think about it now*
Out of 6 SC in the class, only 1 wants to be.
Quan ming, Vanessa and Me were all NO in the interview.
Hong Yu and Zhang Chao didn't go cos' they don't wanna be one.\
Only Shreya said yes to the SC thing.
My reasons?
Whenever I look at Jasmine, Rahmat and Li Pei,
I think they will do a better job,
and I feel like a total screw-up and loser.
yeah...
LOSER.
And I don't think I really qualify.
Thanks Mr Neo, Mrs Lee and Mr lee for the opportunity though.
And thinking that I would make the cut.
What a joke.
And it's stressful and I worry I can't cope with my studies if it takes too much time.
Time constrains everything.
What a total bother.
I am not done with the script yet.
Need to find out information on how to describe the following:
AVA, SJAB, Aero-modelling and Robotics.
I just don't know what to say to suit them that would attract P6s
For example, I can't say for AVA,
"you help out with Audio equipment"
It's so plain so I need help to describe it.
Going to ask Amanda,Su Hui and Si Tian tmr.
They can be of help.
" You help out with Audio equipment."
Gosh...that's the only thing I can ever think of.
My brain cells are depleting even faster as I thought it would,
or either that,
my English just sucks and stinks as much,
and I am a loser at it.
A stinky loser too.
Boo hoo hoo.

Labels: What a loser...a stinky loser at it too.

I am very fed up now.
Not only my parents
Yesterday, the Student Council ask me again,
" Do I want to be an SC ? "
I said "No"
Because i felt i wasn't qualified enough,
it's stressful and tiring,
Rahmat,Li Pei and Jasmine were better choices.
and their academics were better so if they were really an SC,
they could still balance.
But I think I will lose track.
& my parents are kicking up a big fuss over this .
I don't understand why.
I don't really want to be an SC,
it's my own decision of what i want to be,
what i have to choose,
it's my life, not theirs,
why do I have to do everything they say?
It should be my welfare coming at first,
if i am going to be one and am unhappy still,
why be one?
It's obvious they just want me to do things,
I HATE.
They don't give a damn about my welfare,
or what I want,think,feel or am going through
They just want the results and don't care about the others.
Unfair is the world.

When I brought the subject of transfering out,
they totally ran it down.
What's the problem with wanting to be transferred,
if I totally hate the idea of staying THERE?
I can't take it anymore.
If I got to spend my time there untill June next year,
I am confident I am going to break,
and just break away.
What's wrong with wishing for a
BETTER LIFE ?
And if that is not possible in THERE?
Like I don't know that taking people for a ride is what
YOU PEOPLE
love to do


Labels: To be an alternative, replacement and stand-in, do you know what it feels like?

EOY should be charged with causing grevious hurt
It's like so many people in our class( girls )
cried regarding results

English trampled upon hopes to go the Sec 2 Express
65/130 killed mine.

Science had some people in the Emergency Room,
61/100 put me there.

Maths made people break their nerve in a flash,
48/100 broke mine.

Chinese drove people to despair,
*4/60 drove me there.

History made history in some's lives,
61/100 made mine.

English Compo brought down's people's mood,
31/60 brought down mine.

Chinese compo brought some smiles back,
49/70 brought back mine.

Literature became a stumbling block,
32/40 had me overcome it.

Design & Technology( Project) made our day,
75/100 made mine.

Top in my group.
Jin Sheng 2nd.
I think I phrased the above results of mine very...
NICELY.
It doesn't so that bad now
At least I have some cheers in my life now.
What a thing.

Labels: Face to face, I see my reflection which shows me the real you.

I barely passed my english
The compo marks were pathetic
Narrative: 16/30
Letter : 15/30
I just think it is not possible fot it to be this low
The marking is just one word,
the tittle for this post sums it all
I am completely dumbfounded by this
The compo marks had many break down
Gosh.
Don't you think it is slightly shocking?
Maybe very shocking.
Sci had few people passing it.
61/100 round up mine.
Maths broke people's heart
48/100 broke mine.
English tore people into half without hesitation
65/130 trampled upon my hopes
The marks were hard,
facing up to it were harder.

Labels : The future awaits

Family out now.
Left me at home sia
They went to collect passport,
just come back from piano lessons.
They purposely say,
"We are having pizza for lunch."
And i was like,
" My teacher gave me a treat yesterday. "
And then they shut up.
Mr. Lim was the one that gave us a treat.
Was initially only Farah,
then we met her.
chat along untill he came.
Then he gave us treat.
WOW.
We were like "uninvited guest "
but he okay.
So good
Thank you.
He is the first teacher that gave me a treat.

EOY over
Whoopee
Totally over the moon
EOY over
What else could be better ?
I couldn't ask for more

maybe

Labels: Maybe, definitely

Today

Today was bored
actually want go libray after maths paper
then change my mind
no mood now
fouled up mood now.
If there I pick up the phone in the next 10 minutes,
I am sure I will shout,
"HELLO! "
because i am pissed now.

Tmr is my last paper.
Chinese
Should feel happy but
no mood to feel happy,
totally glum face now

That's all I gotta say.

Labels: What happened to friends that were " We will always be there for you. " ? Guess times & plans change, and people change.

Science was okay,
fairly okay with enough time,
Maths paper 1 tomorrow
Chinese on Friday,
so what on Earth am I doing here.

Gotta go.

&
&
&
Hope Alicia is coping well in Nan Hwa.
STAY Strong, girl.
Where's that confident girl I knew?
The Alicia I knew can esily get over this.
I know I am right,
so make it right.
Remember we will always be there for you.
:D
&
&
&
Hope Si Min is doing fine,
didn't chat with her yesterday,
maybe she's studying ?
Hope your papers are okay,
and you and do well,
and remember not to stress yourself,
or get your nose itchy if not,
you will not concentrate on your revision.
And remember,
We will always be there for you.
:D

I better go revise myself now.

A Friendship Song


Christopher: There's something I have to tell you
Pooh: Is it something nice?
Christopher: Not Exactly
Pooh: Then It can wait.
Christopher: It can? For how Long
Pooh: Forever and Ever

Christopher: Forever and Ever is a very long time, Pooh
Pooh: Forever isn't long at all when I am with YOU!!!
Pooh: I want to call your name,forever and you will always answer, forever,
and both of us will be forever you and me.
Forever and Ever
Christopher: I want to stay like this forever
if only I could promise Forever,
and we could just be We,
Forever You and Me,
Both: Forever and Ever

Christopher: Forever and ever is a very long time, Pooh.
Pooh: Forever and Ever isn't long at all, Christopher, when I am with You.
Pooh: I want to be with you forever.
I want You right here beside Me Forever.
Christopher: One thing You should know,
No matter where I go,
We will always be together,
Both: Forever and Ever...

Labels: Friendship is just a word ; this song gives it meaning and life.

Came across this funny clip
http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/64ad536a6d
It's Paris Hilton,
which at the back,
she says...
she may paint the White House
PINK,
and think Rihanna as her VP.


And I read the papers in which the Ferrari boss,
called our Singapore F1 track,
a CIRCUS track,
obviously saying like,
which is to me just saying,
"Singapore's very first debut in the F1 race,
is so screwed up that it is equavilent to that of a circus.
What a sore loser.
Blaming the track when his drivers crashes out,
due to not seeing the fuel hose is still attached to his car,
If Singapore's track is a circus, his drivers are the clowns.
creating such a wonderful show for us by making
such a mistake and putting the blame on us.
I take my hat off to him,
in the Qualifying Race,
there was no complain of track problem from him,
maybe because he expect to win,
but little did he expect,
WOW,
it was really a show.

Cheers,
Dorothy

Today's Literature was okay.
Easy in question form
Difficult because for the essay writing,
I had to change to writing on foolscap for the entire essay,
since there wasn't enough space.
I am so going to mug over the weekend for Maths,
&&&...
HISTORY
Whoopee...
It's so going to be a fun weekend

Labels: The wonders of sarcasm amaze me

No school is fun cos' I get to stay up late and wake up late.
No school is not fun as it is so boring and it can kill.
So, boredom should be charged with murder


I am studying History now.
The order of events and timeline of things
China Dynasties de.
It really is confusing.
I tried to print it out so I can start to memorize
but,
OMG
printer no ink.
How unlucky.
So I phoned my mother and got her to print from office,
once I sent it to her through email.
THANKS MUM
This is what you get when you use your brains.

*The following may be offending to some of you, but you know what ?
Some of you are just asking for it*
*So, don't read it if you must *

Let's call this group of people,
"Group AC "
Here's my take.
BRAINS
If Group AC in my class had this beautiful organ,
we wouldn't get the hell out of a scolding every single day
that makes us "hate the teachers "
and spew out all sorts of " colourful phrases " at them.
*PLEASE THINK*
We are in school to study,
&&& not fool around,
I don't give a single twinkle toots if Group AC,
wants to fool around and waste their life away.
I don't care if they retain or anything.
What I care is their behavior,
is simply...let's say...
DISGUSTING???
There's this girl called...hmmm,
let's say " XXX"
XXX loves to scold vulgarities even at the small things.
And there is this one thing that is very annoying,
but i won't say it.

The thought of maybe Group AC maybe transfered out next year,
shoots me over the moon.
This calls for a celebration.

Not kidding.


Labels: I'm okay with history