I am very fed up now.
Not only my parents
Yesterday, the Student Council ask me again,
" Do I want to be an SC ? "
I said "No"
Because i felt i wasn't qualified enough,
it's stressful and tiring,
Rahmat,Li Pei and Jasmine were better choices.
and their academics were better so if they were really an SC,
they could still balance.
But I think I will lose track.
& my parents are kicking up a big fuss over this .
I don't understand why.
I don't really want to be an SC,
it's my own decision of what i want to be,
what i have to choose,
it's my life, not theirs,
why do I have to do everything they say?
It should be my welfare coming at first,
if i am going to be one and am unhappy still,
why be one?
It's obvious they just want me to do things,
I HATE.
They don't give a damn about my welfare,
or what I want,think,feel or am going through
They just want the results and don't care about the others.
Unfair is the world.

When I brought the subject of transfering out,
they totally ran it down.
What's the problem with wanting to be transferred,
if I totally hate the idea of staying THERE?
I can't take it anymore.
If I got to spend my time there untill June next year,
I am confident I am going to break,
and just break away.
What's wrong with wishing for a
BETTER LIFE ?
And if that is not possible in THERE?
Like I don't know that taking people for a ride is what
YOU PEOPLE
love to do


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